My story begins with my first year in Elementary school.On my first day of kindergarten I enter my homeroom and see these kids about my age and wonder “am i related to these people,cause they are my height how cool “. I walk up to this blonde girl and she was eating her booger .”ewww gross” i said and she walked away like i was dishonest. Days passed and i made a lot of girl friends and a few guy friends. Soon i was seeing that everyone had their own friend group. I passed everyones table and my curiosity grew and grew until middle school came around.” I can't believe my eyes that i am a middle schooler” i said right when i walked into my new class and everyone just stared at me like i was crazy. I may be very talkative but only when i express my feelings and …show more content…
My last year in middle school came. I was in the 8th grade play i was popular in the eyes of many people until some of the people i thought were my best friends betrayed me and made fun of me because of my voice and how i always hang out with girls. I told them eventually that “The only reason i hang out with girls is because it's easier for me to talk with them.” Those bullies never listened to me and continued to pick on me and soon my girl friends stopped talking to me. One day during lunch i slipped and fell and no one came to my aid instead they all just laughed at me continuously. I was so embarrassed so i ran into the library and hid behind a bookshelf and thought to myself.” where do i belong which social group the populars where nobody cares about me , the emo kids who don't care period, or the nerds who so many people talked to just for answers on homework.” I then decided to try to be popular, but i did not have a happy ending for me. I acted cool and talked with only my friends and looked down on all the emos and nerds and they all hated me cause i was so mean to
When I first entered high school I was a nervous, timid boy. I had never been it such a large school with so many different people. It was during this time, that I started to push myself to break out of my shell and become a more social person. As I proceeded through high school my Mom’s old stories about JROTC popped
School was getting harder and more social things mattered. I established a good friend group and continued to live my life. I met this girl and built feelings for her, but in the long run, it dint work out. Because of the occasion of this happening, my friends make fun of me to this day. It was become a characteristic of mine, a trait.
All my friends saw how new the doll was and started making fun of me. They said things so mean that I went home and cried in my room till I fell asleep. I use to please all my friends to get them to accept me the way I was. I really didn’t hit puberty as a young girl until I turned 9 or 10. Someone said I was fat all around my body which kind of made me upset even more.
I was one of those people that wanted everyone to know I was sad and have sympathy for me. People at my school started to report my state to the office who would then contact my parents. The people in the office had no idea what it was like going through someone you're very close with not wanting to live anymore. Seventh grade I switched schools. This is about the time I started self-harming my body.
and I wanted to be thought of as better. Not knowing anyone at school, I walked through the narrow halls, staring at all these unfamiliar faces that all seemed to know each other. I felt alone at this point but thought being on the
Thankfully unlike my previous school I attended, the kids that go to Liberty Benton are a bunch of prima donnas. Meaning, I was never pushed around and beaten up. The kids here use their popularity to bring you down because they turn everyone against you for something that happened once. They would notice small details that I used and turn it against me, like when I get nervous I stutter my words. So, instead of embarrassing myself in front of the whole school even more, I kept quiet and didn’t talk much unless I was required to speak.
I started making friends and gaining confidence and I lost a lot of weight. I was cool, respected, and authoritative; I was the head of the class. Then came along middle school, new people I had to meet which was ok because I had my friends by my side. I made a lot more friends, next thing you know, I was popular, the most notorious of all my classmates. I was a trouble maker, in and out of class.
Middle School was hard for me, so I was ready for the change. Everyone knew but I wasn’t ready for what was soon to come. I tried hiding the real me for my entire life. I always knew.
From elementary school to seventh grade I wasn’t much of a talker. I had many acquaintances but I never considered them close friends. I had a huge gap between my two front teeth and I never liked to wear dresses or skirts. To everyone I was most likely considered a “lame”. However that didn’t stop my classmates from talking to me.
In the duration of my middle school years, I maintained excellent grades, except I had just one issue that held me back from a satisfying life. That issue was the fact that friends came very hard to me in my middle school years. Before my struggles at my middle school, Trafton, I had a very productive social life in the Elementary school I attended, Roberts Elementary. Here, it was very easy to make friends and have a great social life, since no hard work was required as a kid. Middle school, however, was a great challenge for me.
The first day of middle school for me was both terrifying and exciting. I made a lot of new friends within the year. I remember the first day very well. I had woke up at 5;30 a.m. I was extremely tired.
I was teased for wearing my brothers hand-me-downs, and being a crybaby. I knew there was something broken in me when all my friends started developing their first crushes on boys,and I was entirely disinterested in them. Finally, I admitted to myself that I was gay when I was twelve. I remember vividly I was standing in
It was a sad realization that my friends didn't care about how I felt or what I had to say, and that’s what finally forced me to leave those friends. Although it was a painful experience, I know I did the right thing. Conforming to their behaviour would have only hurt me and my future. I wasn’t going to lose myself and my identity to conform to what those so-called friends wanted. I stood my ground and to this day, I am grateful
After I was told this, I often asked myself “What if they still don't like me? What if they just feel bad for me?” The whole seventh grade my “friends” would pick out little things about my outfits
I went to my classes and talked to my only friend. At first, I figured all other freshmen felt this way. But my classmates all made friends, even with the upperclassmen that stared at me like a shark would stare at a minnow. I had no one to go to lunch with. I walked with two girls that I barely knew, but