chapter one
"Are you okay?"
Soft pitter patter of rain dropped slowly on our window pane, representing the tears that I wasted grieving at one person's end of story, dad is a hero, every father is, teaching me how to live without a mom is the best thing he could ever taught me, even though life took away something to you, you just keep on moving forward.
That's what he did - He never gave up with me, even though mother died duringshe gave birth to me, I can still feel the intense love over him and her, dad made a good role model, he didn't drunk himself grieving about mom's death, he never accused me or blame me for her death, because he thinks I'm an angel, I'm mom, rebirth as a child again, as he, will continue to love her.
I looked at my uncle's worried face, hot stinging tears were forming up in my eyes as I hold back every bit of feeling that was needed to express, I nod my head, he gently placed his palm at the top of my hand, it was warm
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"Are you sure about moving at my place?" He asked once more.
"Yes." I said with no tone of voice, because to say, I really have no choice, even though I am not comfortable with his presence around, everything is high fenced and the only way through is to go to New York with him.
Even though I am desperate to say no, I can't, because moving forward is an easy word to say, but a hard thing to do.
And sometimes, the hard way will always be an efficient way.
He left me, slamming the door with dissapointment, moving away from everything you know is far from easy, the girls that I hanged out with, it might not be the same with New York, the boys that I dated, it might not be as good in New York, and the memories that I shared with this place, will be nothing but a piece of dust, washed away as you start a new life in a modern place and a big city.
I forgot. I have a boyfriend, the one thing that I was most worried about, Adam. Adam Parker, he is the reason why I keep holding back from New