Insecurities Aaron Guo
Yeah, that person in the mirror is not a perfect one
I stare at him all day and I think that he’s not enough
This life is nothing but a book I don’t like to open up
I’m 13, but I feel like I’m still stuck at chapter one.
I’m going backwards and re-reading it, they laugh at us
You think it’s funny now? Ha I’m cracking up
There is so much going on in my mind that they don’t see
I know they‘ll be terrified of my memories, so don’t address me
I gotta breathe, leave me be, let me see,
These doors are locked, but I've got the keys.
Yeah, my mind is a home with walls, covered with lyrics,
They’re all over the place, stories in the mirrors,
Written all over the floors, over the chairs
And you get the other version of life when I go downstairs
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Because this is how I deal with all this anger in me!
Emotionally abused, that’s a place I don’t wanna be in
The mirrors aren’t blurred, I just don’t wanna see ‘em
These walls aren’t blank, I just don’t wanna read ‘em
Why not? I’m trapped here so I might as well read ‘em
Sadness pushed me to the edge,
You could see the fear in my eyes
You’d abuse me
Till I bleed and I cry
Congratulations, you’ll always have a place in my mind
But I’m gonna leave the doors locked and keep my feelings inside
Yeah, my mind is a place, covered in pain,
I don’t fix things, I just repaint,
It never happened, “I wish I could change”
Confused? Follow me and I’ll show you what I