“Maybe I’ve just forgotten how to see that I’ll never be the person that I thought I’d be.” I included this quote by Amanda Plamer’s song “In My Mind” because it means that the younger version of yourself has a future self but most times if not always, you stray from this plan. Which I did, I went off track, I changed my future when no one told me to, without influence. When I was young, around Nine, I joined a different softball team with new girls to befriend. One of those girls became my best friend at the time, at first she was nice, we would hang out often, but she became more harsh and mean towards everyone, her family, her classmates and even me. From what I heard from her sister she was always harsh. Then after a year she would try