Tonya, you are right, Catalyst was thought provoking. Many of the speaker challenged some of the preconceived notions that we hold about leadership and ministry. I thank you for being vulnerable and transparent with your own struggles of insecurities and inadequacies. Your response reminded me of Erwin McManus session, he took it to place that I think most of us are unwilling to share with others. When it comes to struggles it is okay to share with people that we trust, but it is difficult to share with people that may judge us. He compared this struggle to the “Conformity of the scene of life” versus “Being open to the awakening wonder.” I think your response is one of the first steps to take in “Awakening the Wonder.”