My head has been working in over dive ever since Jesse said those heart-shattering words. My heart was not able to handle them drowning me in my own tears submerging me down to the bottom of the dark place I find myself more often than I would want to. I never suspected that all the happiness I was experiencing was going to end so abruptly to the point that I was feeling a whole where my heart belonged if it wasn’t for Ariel and my son I probably had gone deranged. I aspire to banish every last reminiscence of Jesse’s love. He tied my soul to an anchor throwing it to the bottom of the ocean to sink neglected to its own fate. Have I’ve not suffered enough throughout my whole life that I deserve much more? Or am I paying for my parents doings? I knew I was damaged goods ever since I was raped. “Jaelyn?” I heard someone calling my name. My …show more content…
“How long have you been here?” I asked. “Long enough, I’ve been calling your name.” She said. Damn, I’ve been spacing out too much. I think I need to stop day dreaming. “What are you doing here?” I asked. “My last teacher didn’t show up so I was going to ask you if you wanted to get lunch.” Ariel said. “Yeah, let’s go either way I haven’t been out to eat.” I said. “Jae, are you okay? You were evasive for a long time.” She said. “Yeah, I’m fine, Ari.” I said. “It’s because of that stupid cunt, huh?” Ariel asked. I let out a sigh and nodded. Ariel’s POV Ever since Jesse broke up with Jae she’s not the same anymore she has been absentminded way too much. I can’t see her like that anymore she’s not even half the happy she was as she was with Jesse. I know that Alec is keeping her sane otherwise her demons would have taken her to the dark place with no return. She has been to hell and back while Jesse only proved to be another demon added to the ones that’ she has been battling with all her life. “Hello, Ms. Howell.” Danielle, Jae’s secretary said. “Hello, Danielle, is my sister in her office?” I