Birth Mom Monologue

So it all started it out when I was born. My birth mom was doing drugs when she was pregnant. She gave birth to a little boy who was born with a drug addiction. Thankfully and sadly my mom could not keep me. She could not keep me because they did not want me to be affected by the drugs she was doing even more. I don't even know what my own birth mother looks like. I don't even know anything bout my birth dad. No one ever talks about him. My sister that i live with now isn't even my full sister. She has the same dad but different moms. In all i have six or seven siblings. I don't even know all of them. I know at least three of em. I only see one of them. The one that lives with me. Later down the road, around when i was six, Me, my sister that

It always works out in the end. But recently i have to get over a relationship with a girl that i loved very much. Long story short, She kicked me out of her life because is tired of fighting for us. But now i stand before you a person who loves helping people and likes to make people smile and laugh and lifts people up. I don't like seeing people being depressed. Trust me. I've been there before, i've helped so many people in like the last two years and it just puts a smile on my face knowing that they are still living and breathing and living their life the way they want to and not answer to anyone else. When someone tells you that you can't do something, They just know that they can't do whatever you want to do. They just don't wanna be alone as everyone else is going on in life. You can do whatever you want to do if you put your heart in it but don't let it consume you. If you are trying to act like someone else, Stop, You are better than the person you're trying to be. And no one else can be you well, because you are you, How can there be another you if you are already you? Exactly! If someone judges you for what you do or what you look like, well anything bout

If you are depressed. Lay off of the depressing music. The depressing music is only gonna get you even more depressed because it is putting negative messages in your head. You gotta listen to the positive stuff that lifts you up. What is getting more sad gonna do for you? Exactly! A negative mindset will never end in positive results. Outta all the times i could've killed myself, I didn’t, 1. Because suicide doesn't end the pain, it just passes it to someone else. And 2. So many people want me dead and wanting me to stop fighting. The thing is, i will never stop fighting in what i believe in. People tell me to shut up all the time, the thing is, maybe people should listen to what i am saying cuz i have some thing that people should hear. If you ever feel like you're at the bottom. Know the only other way from the bottom is up. If the bottom is the rock bottom, at least you have a solid foundation to build on. So this is when i say the end. But i'm not going to because well this is just the beginning of my life. So therefore. Not the end. Until next i decide to to do this. You’re amazing. You're beautiful. You're perfect just the way you are. Don't let anyone or anything bring you down. Stay positive. I love you all. Smile