Oblivion
Oblivion. Such a strong word. A simple word yet filled with power. The state of being forgotten.
"I fear oblivion." A character in my favorite book once said. I do, too. Like him, I want to be remembered as a unique individual. Not just anybody.
I put down my book and thought if I'll ever meet some guy like Augustus Waters. I don't need a boyfriend. I just need a friend. I can relate a lot to this book, even though most of them won't happen in real life, but some actually happen. This book is called 'The Fault in Our Stars'.
I am Michelle. Michelle Smith. I suffered a mild heart disease since I was young, I can't remember when. But the doctors said I wouldn’t live past 20 because it might get worse as I grow. Which means I have 4 years to go. I didn't
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I’m kind of hoping for something. But I shouldn’t get my hopes up. I should take care of myself more. And have more fun, too. I only have 4 years left. For once, I felt so devastated that I only have 4 years left. I want to live my life to the fullest. Live these 4 years crazily, freely, without any restrictions. That would be great.
Years passed and I’m suddenly 18. Dylan and I know each other so well now, we chat every day since the day he asked me to be his friend. Dylan is a fun guy, he’s very humorous, he’s smart, he’s sociable (unlike me), and he’s the perfect friend. He cheers me up when I’m down. I’ve told him everything about me, but I didn’t tell him about my heart attack. Just one person. I want him to see me as a normal, healthy girl. I dyed my hair red, just because I want to change. Red symbolizes courage, and that is what I want people to see in me, courage. I want them to see a strong, brave and courageous girl. Not afraid to take on dares.
‘Mich, let’s meet up. I mean, we’ve known each other for two years and I feel that we clicked so much.’ I was surprised. But I, too wish to meet up with him.
‘Sure! I’d like to meet up with