Dear all staff who work at Prairie Care Brooklyn Park In-patient, This letter was going to be a formal apology, but I had realized there was no reason to apologize. I’ve carried immense guilt for the things I’ve done to the each of you who interacted with me. I will always feel guilty, but I now believe it is not necessary because I know each one of you would not want me to feel guilty. Most people in my life have made me feel guilty for my behaviors that stem from my mental health, but you all came from a place of understanding and that was the first time in my life I had ever had anyone understand what I was going through was mostly out of my control. There is not one staff member that was with me at Brooklyn Park that I don’t appreciate even if I threw my poop at you out of anger. I’m thankful to everyone from the psychiatrists to the housekeepers who had to clean my room (which was messier than my life) and many of my bodily fluids off of walls, floors, and windows. I have been to many other inpatient psychiatric facilities, but none of them have been as helpful or treated me as kindly as Prairie Care. …show more content…
Yes, I admit that some of my behaviors were just to make your job more difficult. If it wasn’t for all of you, I would not be anywhere I am today. I strongly believe that I would have passed. When my mind was taking control of my being, you were all there to help me. You all taught me how to live for myself instead of for others. You laughed with me. Some of you cried with me. Most importantly, every single one of you listened. You listened to understand what I was going through without the judgment and I will forever to be grateful for what all of you have done for