Has one ever felt so lost? Felt as there was no belonging for one? Well sorrowfully for Esperanza, ever since her relocation to Mango Street, this has been her. Esperanza continuously partakes with the shame and embarrassment of who she is, as well as standing out from everyone. Consequently, this is a concept that Esperanza endeavors with as she resides in a segregated and rundown Chicago town, where many are poverty-stricken. As can be seen Esperanza’s exploration of her true identity, for her true meaning in life is displayed all throughout her life story at the house on Mango Street. A particular predicament Esperanza disperses in, is facing one of her origins and being embarrassed due to it. In the very beginning, Esperanza states, “I knew then I had to have a house. A real house. One …show more content…
Throughout the whole story, Esperanza consistently displayed her intellect, especially by her wisdom and poems but she never did truly belong. Mango street was always full of captive women held by their husbands, criminal born families, and men with sexual wishes. As a result, Esperanza never did truly belong her because even though she had feelings for boys she never truly fell for them such as her friend Sally, who got married. Esperanza realizes this at first when she states, “Until then I am a red balloon, a balloon tied to an anchor” (Page 9). Esperanza comprehends the potential she wields within her, however, believes Mango Street is that anchor holding her down because with so much negativity and harm will never truly allow her to leave. Therefore, she searches for her identity all her life on Mango Street because she has potential and the ability to leave while nobody truly else has the chance, causing her to never fit in. It is not until the end where even though she never belonged, she did because the house on Mango Street is her home