“To Boddah” began Kurt Cobain’s death note which was found on April 8th, 1994; 3 days after Kurt Cobain had died. Conspiracies of Kurt Cobain’s death are only beat by the assassination of JFK. But why did he commit suicide at the decently young age of 27? Some people even claim he didn’t but his wife did. Others claim that his suicide was a cover-up for running away. Why did he address his note to his childhood imaginary friend rather than his family. As a young child, Kurt Cobain was the center of attention in his his house in the logging town of Aberdeen, Washington. But when the lumber resources ran low there were financial issues in the Cobain household, tension was on the rise, and eventually Kurt’s parents filed a divorce. At this period of time he wasn’t getting the attention he was used to, and began to show negative effects of this. Kurt wrote on his bedroom wall in crayon, “I hate mom. I hate dad. Dad hates mom, Mom hates dad. It simply makes you want to be sad.” Being only 8 or 9 years old at the time this was alarming. Unlike the average person, Kurt’s grief of his parents lasted an abnormally large amount of time; He may have never passed the stage of depression. Later in his life he was diagnosed with bipolar depression, ADHD and serious drug dependencies. …show more content…
In this song he sings “In the sun, I feel as one... Married, Buried.” This is odd because he may have been singing about life being better in heaven, despite not being a Christian at the time (he changed religions a lot.) And he wasn’t in the best marriage, and he didn’t want his newborn daughter to have deal with divorce like he did, so he felt he had one other option, death. Another interesting line is “I take all the blame, aqua seafoam shame”. This line is claiming that it is all his fault that he got married to the wrong person for him. Aqua seafoam shame, because he was married on the