The thing is, I am fully aware that I am making a mistake at this moment in time but at this moment in time there is nothing else I can do. I don’t know how I am going to feel later when our souls cross paths once again, but hopefully then it won’t matter. She will see me with Lilah and hate me. Tearing whatever had connected our two souls instantly apart. It was going to be so easy to get Lilah, I can analyze people very well and I am fully aware that she is attracted to me, as I am with her but not in a soulful kind of way so this situation is definitely going to work out in my favour. I think back to my mother and remembered something she once said to me. “Treat a lady, the same way you want your daughter to be treated.” I shook the thought …show more content…
I haven’t been able to focus on anything but that all day.” “Really?” “Really.” “But why? You seemed to be far more interested in Artemis…” I can feel the anger building inside me. Don’t explode. Keep calm. See, that’s the problem Artemis is already ruining me and I aren’t even with her! “We recognise one another, we was trying to work out where from.” “If you say so.” “I do say so. Allow me to take you out and prove to you, that you are the only lady I want.” I feel someone stood behind me. I know who it is straight away without even allowing myself to turn around. Artemis is behind me. I feel myself turning around, not wanting to, not wanting to for one second… I am still holding hands with Lilah. I really want to ignore her and make her hate me but I cannot. I cannot do that, when she’s stood so close to me. We just stare at one another. Confusion and betrayal flashes across her face. Usually I love that expression. I love seeing pain. But with Artemis it’s the complete opposite. Hurting her, hurts me. I feel my heart soften in my chest. I feel Lilah let go of my hand and just walk away, like the past five minutes had not happened. She just disregarded me. Then I realised, my charms had not worked with Lilah. For once in my entire life, my charms had failed me and my charms is the only good thing about my personality. If I haven’t got my charms… What do I have left? Someone I have met today has taken away everything from me. I never, ever for a second thought that would happen. Is this what karma is? I have always believed in the law of attraction. Maybe not as much as I do in this moment in