Baseline Essay: Influence of Beliefs in A Long Way Gone
“It was not easy being a soldier, but we just had to do it. I have been rehabilitated now, so don’t be afraid of me. I am not a soldier anymore; I am a child” (239). The memoir A Long Way Gone follows Ishmael in war-torn Sierra Leone. Ishmael’s hometown is attacked by rebels, leading him to embark on a long journey across the country. His journey comes to a stop when he is indoctrinated as a boy soldier and forced to experience the horrors of war from the perspective of a fighter. His journey ends with rehabilitation and a newfound duty to represent the boy soldiers of Sierra Leone. Throughout Ishmael’s journey his perception of the world shifts analogously with his experiences and overall
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As a soldier, Ishmael’s mental state is severely affected due to the various drugs he is on: “Smoking marijuana and sniffing brown brown, cocaine mixed with gunpowder, which was always spread out on the table, and of course taking more up of the white capsules, as I had become addicted to them” (121). Explanation. The drugs cause harsh side effects such as agitation and erratic decisions that lead Ishmael to view the world differently than he would when sober: “But after several doses of these drugs, all I felt was numbness to everything and so much energy that I couldn’t sleep for weeks.” (148) Not only are boy soldiers affected by drugs, trauma too plays a role. In rehabilitation, many of the boy soldiers don’t know how to interpret the world due to the trauma they have experienced: “Boys sometimes ran out of the hall screaming, “The rebels are coming.” Other times, the younger boys sat by rocks weeping and telling us that the rocks were their dead families. Then there were those instances when we would ambush the staff members, tie them up, and interrogate them about the whereabouts of their squad, where they got their supplies of arms and ammunition, drugs, and food” (175). The trauma from the war sticks with the boys and causes them to have an altered perspective on their