In the book Looking For Alaska by John Green, the book was about a kid named Miles who finally moved out of his family house to attend boarding school. While at boarding school, Miles meets a decent amount of people, but he meets this special person named Alaska. Front the moment Miles laid his eyes on Alaska, he knew that she was different. After Alaska and Miles get close and everything while lying in bed intoxicated one night, Alaska picks up her phone and is on the phone and when she comes back she Yells at Miles and Cornell to tell her that she needs to leave. After she leaves, she drives down the road and runs into a police car. Running into a police car is bad but she was very intoxicated so her death was not a suicide, it was an accident. Alaska killed herself, but her death was completely accidental and people get the two things confused. People hear that someone killed themselves and go …show more content…
When she slept with Miles, she had never been as happy as she was with him. So when she found out that she had forgotten about her mother's death anniversary, the day she went to visit her in the cemetery, she just broke. She broke for 2 reasons: one, the obvious one about forgetting about the anniversary and two, the joy she felt that day with Miles caused her guilt to grow even more. So she sabotaged that great night with Miles and rushed out of the place to visit her mother at the cemetery. Remember, the main reason for her guilt was that she never made the decision, and didn't act to prevent her mother's death by calling 911. So here she is feeling more guilt than she has ever had in her life and she faces a roadblock. She decided that instant not to stop to prevent her from ending her life and did what she did with her mother by not doing anything to avoid her death. She freed herself of the guilt by applying the same lack of action she had done that resulted in the death of her