Pattern Analysis Of 'The Essay Vanishes'

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Ben Miller

Kevin Oberlin

Eng. 2235

6/11/23

Pattern Analysis of “The Essay Vanishes”

Within this convoluted and confusing text lies a pattern that I have never seen before. In the written paragraphs lie a strange pattern of using vague examples followed by a depressing and vague explanation of worthlessness and despair. In the non-paragraph sections of the essay lies either images of text, a list of deceased or missing people, some short phrases further separated by an asterisk and other styles. Although the pattern of the essay is rather strange or even vaguely non-existent, the author uses this odd pattern to convey an overall message; one meant to be interpreted by the reader as in my eyes is, when does something “actually” disappear? …show more content…

One example of this is in which he describes the way in which he wrote his ideas for his cyberpunk novel, “The red pen, too (so dramatic!)” (Monson 192). This simple, maybe playful, sentence in which he is describing his medium of writing with the red pen, and follows the description of his yellow legal pad, is then followed up by a rather bleak and self-criticizing sentence; “But it’s my embarrassment. It’s still recognizable” (Monson 192). Within this series of sentences the author establishes that although he felt embarrassed by his medium in the past, it still lingers with him today only to haunt him as he’s writing. Another example in which this style pops up is in which Monson is speaking about the sexless, nameless baby, “... you should count my tiny fingers or give me a frickin’ cookie or give me the dignity of a name before I disappear again” (Monson 190). This sentence starts out in a playful demeanor in which he is possibly saying what the baby would be saying, then he takes a dark serious turn with the phrase of “give me the dignity of a name before I disappear again” (Monson 190). This style of his writing not only helps give off his message in a relaxed, maybe nonchalant manner, but by doing this he could also be writing in this style to connect with his readers more and to surprise them with subtle surprises such as the baby speaking about disappearing, which also ties in with the pattern and theme of the