A year ago I was a sophomore. Today I am a senior. My application would be incomplete if I did not explain why and how. I had a rough start to my high school career and below I explain why my attendance is how it is and why my GPA is somewhat low.
When I started high school, I was a very enthusiastic girl. I was excited for life and I could just see myself at graduation when I started my first day and thought about how many things I would have achieved during my high school career. Freshman year I met a guy.He was my first boyfriend. In my naive mind, he showed me he loved me. Everything was well for the first 3 months. I was the happiest girl alive but after our third month anniversary everything changed. He started to become aggressive. I did not know why. He would continuously hurt me psychologically then apologize and “make it up to me” by buying me things. I knew that material things weren’t everything but I accepted them because I thought “ At least he’s trying.” He was broken and he didn’t want to be alone. In just 7 months I went from the girl who believed she could achieve anything if I only put my mind to it, to the girl who struggled with anorexia, depression, and no longer cared about my education. At that point my attendance was horrible
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We moved downtown and I went to West High School. A long way from Aurora. My attendance got worse. I would do anything to see him. I was blind to all that he was doing to me. I was being abused emotionally. One day however, my aunt sat me down and asked me why I had been missing school so much; West had called her. I told her everything that was going on and I broke down. In tears, I realized how much I had changed in so little time and how my life was on a downward spiral. How was it possible that at such a young age I had already reached a point in my life I had lost track of my goals and desires? I had to make a