“The Breakup”? That’s a movie right? When I had an assignment for my English class on writing a memoir about having to say goodbye to someone close to me, well I couldn’t think of anything. Then I remembered this story. Reluctantly, today I am sharing this in hopes of getting a better grade in English. Have you ever put substantial amounts of work into something and yet it wasn’t working? Or something was good but it was the wrong time for it? Narratives are meant to capture emotions and time. I want to capture this moment, a few months ago I had to say to goodbye to an individual to me. Rainy nights always helpt to set a certain mood, coincidentally it was raining on the night of this gloomy mess. If there was laughing emojis allowed in essay I would’ve inserted them after that last …show more content…
She had been going through depression for a couple of months now. It had been really hard for her and I had been there the whole time. I had prayed for her everyday she had been part of my prayer list. All my loved ones, close friends, and youth are part of that list automatically. I also had special needs on there. “God help her get closer to you, what can I do? I’m hurting because of this and I want her to get better”, I prayed for days. Even when I got my answer I didn’t want to do it for weeks, only making things worse. Those past two days for me were the final straw. I had in that moment thought that I had finally broken. Later it turned out to be the right thing to do. “I’m really sorry I know I’ve hurt you, and I understand why you’re leaving”, she said as we were hanging up. I had to go back to the party and talk to Marina so I had told her I had to go. I even said I love you before saying goodbye. As I walked back inside Lisa asked, “were you crying?” “Uhm no why?” I asked as I kept walking past her and away from the relationship. We had agreed to block each other on social media until about a month so that we wouldn’t start talking again and mess with each others