I’ve never really stopped to think about my own sexual history and how lifestyle, family, religious beliefs, and media has had an impact on my own sexual history. I was born in a Catholic Peruvian family, my parents moved to the United States in hopes to live the American dream but growing up my father always explained how inside the house we would live by traditional Peruvian customs. My father was very strict and over protecting when it came to me because I was his only girl. Luckily for him I was such a tomboy growing up I never thought about boys. I loved beating them in sports and proving I was just as good as them. Growing up I hung out with lots of guys especially because I would mostly hang out with my older brother and his friends. My dad always put the guys in charge of me and it was like I had more than one brother watching over me all the time. I grew up with guys and witnessed how young boys would start …show more content…
We hadn’t planned to have sex but it really just happened. We were already parked and ready to walk down the park to see the fireworks but ended up staying in the car. It was just a litter harder because we weren’t so sure what we were doing. Right when we were going to have sex he stopped me and asked me if I was sure he didn’t want me do anything if I wasn’t ready. He grabbed my hand and told me he would completely understand if I didn’t want to but that right there made me completely sure. It didn’t last long at all but I was so happy it was over because it hurt me. I was embarrassed because he had some blood on him and I knew exactly what it was. I apologized but he said not to and wanted to just make sure I was ok. I will never regret my first time, I do wish it wasn’t in a car where we could have gotten caught and maybe instead somewhere more comfortable but I knew it was right for