Pros And Cons Of Being An INFP

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I am about to be 110% frank with you, and please do not take what I am going to say as hatred towards you. I have feelings of frustration that need somewhere to go. If I say something that offends you, I don’t mean to; I have so much in my head right now and something's gotta give. Part of being an INFP is that my worst fear in life is hurting someone feeling. You know the redefinition of our friendship is something you needed, this is what I need. Also, DO NOT think what I am about to tell you as being too emotionally involved and think that your direct actions had a pull in putting me there.
There is no reason for beating around the bush so I am just going to say it. I am not happy right now and not really in a good place. I believe the last time I was genuinely happy was back at the beginning of March. I haven’t gotten a restful night sleep …show more content…

In my head, the idea of growing up, getting a job, starting a life, even growing old scares the ever-loving daylights out of me. When I was six years old, I had a midlife crisis that I was going to die. I fell into this deep and dark depression, that took months to get me out of. Since this fear has always been with me, I developed certain coping techniques to stop my fear from ever getting the best of me. This fear mainly appears at the end of a big life event like ending my first year at a new school. So during, Spring Break, the fear started to rise again, and then you dropped your bombshell on me and decided you didn’t want to talk to me. My mind became absolutely fried trying to cope and deal with everything. I thought I could rely on my old coping techniques and they didn’t work. Because my taste has changed in movies, shows, music, my attitude has changed. So I started going to see a counselor to try and work through everything and get some new better techniques. And it just hasn’t worked yet. So now I am just trying to survive and get through