Woundering what ones past experience was like, you may want to know, “Was their experience a good or bad one” or “Did they even enjoy on what they have experienced in their life”? There are many ways to knowing ones past by just asking them to write a paper or do a power point and so on. But, the one way people do see in one’s past experience is to maintain a self reflection on ones life. Putting peices to gething is like a puzzle to ones life fullfilled past experience. Now, talking about my past experience comes in many ways, learning about what I had experienced in life was a life that could of been better and should of never happened. So, the past was like no other, having thought about it more and more, writing this story has made me realize of how my past experience …show more content…
There was always a day that did not go by that I had felt of just giving up and ending my own life, because I felt that it would not get any better, no matter how hard I had tried to forget it and how hard I wanted to change it. Feeling like crap, that your know good for anything or any one, had made my life a crapy one. Ever realizing when I had experienced this past of pain I had always asked my self, “Should I just go ahead with it and end my life”, or “Would any one care if I committed suicide”? That I can not explain nor did I even know because my life know one really cared anything for me nor did they even want to see me be happy and my self. So, my past experience was one worst thing that I ever experienced in my life. Now looking back I am thankful and glad that I now have someone in my life that understands me. They will always be there for me, no matter what and thanks to my spouce that I had been with since November of 2010. Before that year I had left in August of 2010 and said no more and moved on. Still I look back on to what my past experience was and never want to live or see anyone live a life that I had