Adelina 's PoV
That night I was in and out of sleep. Every time I woke up I would realize I wasn 't in my own bed sleeping in my own room with Tessa in the bed next to me. At times I would wake up in a dream like haze and swear I saw Tessa standing over the bed looking at me. As soon as I realized nobody was in here with me, I felt my heart drop.
I had no sense of time without the sun shining through the windows, but I did eventually decide to get up and out of bed. I looked around the room I was in trying to think about what I should do. I decided the first thing I was going to do was to go through the big door before the stairs just to see if I could hear anything. I just had to see and I know deep down I was praying and wishing for someone to be there. As soon as I opened the door I stood there in silence, listening.
I couldn 't hear anything..nothing. It was so quiet I could hear myself breathing but that was it. With the way this place was made, I wasn 't even sure if it was possible to hear anything unless someone was standing directly above me.
With a long drawn out sigh and disappointment coursing through my body, I went back into the awful gray room and shut the massive metal door behind me. The sound that door made gave me chills every time and I
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The song made me realize how much I never appreciated the warm sun on my skin and the feeling of it on my face. I missed the way the sky looked and the grass. I wasn 't cold, but the warmth down here didn 't feel real like the sun did as it kissed my skin on a warm day. All I could think about was how badly I needed to feel the sun right now. I sat back and realized I was being an absolute brat at this point. I couldn 't believe I was complaining so much when my family could be hurt or fighting to save my life. I needed to stay strong not just for myself, but for them. I had to trust them and trust that they would keep us all safe. So with that I tried to stop dwelling so much and just try