There is a certain connection between alcohol abuse and the indications of depression. Whenever someone is depressed, they might consume alcohol to find a temporary relief from the pain. There are certain circumstances where someone may overuse alcoholic substances. When this becomes a regular occasion, this can affect your body and lead to a depressive disorder. For me, I had no idea how something so small would turn into a problem.
At the time I was going through a breakup and family matters. Each day felt emotionless for me, until one night I went out with a couple of friends and began to have a couple of drinks. I took the first drink, following after the second, then the third, and so on and so fourth. In the beginning I would occasionally drink every other weekend until it started becoming an everyday habit. The days, and weeks passed and I found myself consuming alcohol more often for countless of reasons. My cravings developed to a point where I needed to drink to get myself through the morning, then more to get me through my classes. Alcohol was my motivation for any social activity, it was ruining my life, and yet I wouldn’t admit it to myself. I hid my addiction every instant of every day.
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That night I made my way to the liquor cabinet, and found a mostly filled bottle of Jack Daniels and mixed it with coke. I began drinking sips and gulps in order to get that intoxication feeling. I was anxious to feel something until I decided to swallow most of the bottle down, after that moment I began feeling nervous and nauseous. All I remember is waking up in my dad’s arms and crying. In the morning I was still a mess from the night before, but I didn’t care I knew my parents were disappoint in me. I was mainly concerned about them about what will they do about