I can feel the damp ground beneath my knees as I kneel, chained to the harsh jagged walls of my cave. I turn my head and my face is warmed by the comforting feeling of the fire burning in front of me. As I look across the cave to the wall behind the fire I can see the shadows cast from the small burning fire. I watch the shadows of a better me in awe, I see a version of myself where I walk down a runway with total confidence, and I talk to strangers with ease, not missing a beat. I gaze at this charismatic girl and the heat from the fire moves from my face, to my arms, down my legs, engulfing me in it’s enticing flames. Suddenly the chains that once shackled me to the walls loosen and I am able to step out of them, with the sudden wave of adrenaline