I haven’t change into a wolf on my own will since…well is it’s been three years. Being in wolf form reminds me to much of my mum, to much of when she died, too much of that day. The only time that I have changed in the last three years has been on full moons. It’s not like I can help it, we have no choice. The thing about werewolves is that we can turn at will. We can transform anytime of any day. There are some people who simply don’t turn into their wolf form at will, there are some that change as many times as they can. Some like the trill and become immune to the pain of the change. But no matter what happens, everyone who is a werewolf turns on a full moon. The pain of turning on a full moon is unbearable and horrible. The first few …show more content…
Is it time already? Is it time for me to transform? “Since you turned twelve today you will be turning on the next full moon and I wanted to talk to about what you should expect. I know that we have talked about it before, but I thought it was time for you speak with Alpha James about it. And to ask him any questions if you need to. Is that alright with you?” Mum has always been a worried wort, but I have never seen her this scared or nervous before. She is trying to put on a brave face, but her eyes give it all away. They are moving rapidly, from side to side. She is thinking about something and it’s scaring her quite a lot. “Autumn, I know this is going to be a lot to talk in and it might scare you, but I want you to that you can talk to your mum or myself any time that you want. Even if you don’t want to talk to us, you can talk to anyone in the pack okay.” I nod my head. Why do they keep on saying things like this? It’s not like I am going to die. Right? “Okay, so as you know us werewolves first change into our wolf form at the age of twelve. We don’t really know why it’s twelve years old, but it is and we all have to learn to live with it. We change on the first full moon after our twelfth birthday, so in your case you that is this