Lamar Odom may have tried to commit suicide when he overdosed on cocaine and/or other drugs, according to various tabloids like Radar Online and Hollywood Gossip, but Gossip Cop reports that Lamar did not. Radar Online claims to have Lamar’s suicide note in which he places the blame on the Kardashians. Their source said, “Lamar was always full of life, but the episode really destroyed him,” the source said. “He felt used and exploited by the Kardashians. He realized the deep hurt they can cause knows absolutely no bounds.” The picture of Lamar’s rambling suicide note was written on an unaddressed envelope. He neglected to sign his name, so it is unclear if Lamar actually wrote the note or not. His note reads, “… they doing as in Mid-town