Me: “I don’t want to live anymore, I am a bad father for my son. This is my time to finish now…”
I fall from a bridge and drown myself into the lake.
Me: “Where am I?”
I saw a person with a gun and handing a dozen of bullets.
Me: “Is that a gun?”
This person hand me the dozen of bullet and I notice that it was God. He was shooting me over and over again with the dozen of bullets.
God: “The pain that you feel are your mistake.”
Me: “Not enough… not enough pain.”
After those pain that I receive and it was not enough for me, I just decide to go fishing in the nowhere places.
God: “Is time to go.”
Me: “I’m not ready yet.”
God: “So tell me your story.”
Me: “I am not a good father for my son, Alex. I always told him that choose a good career,
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Not every father are perfect. You are not the only father that feel guilty. Every father make their mistake. They only think of their child, because they love them. The door will be open if you decide to go.”
One year had passed, and I’m here fishing and I haven’t fish anything and with this fault that I have with pain on it. I’m now more older. Still thinking about what God said to me.
God: “Are you still here? Look the door is still open.”
Me: “I don’t think I will go, even though I’m dead.”
God: “Who tell you that you are dead? You still alive. You are only in a coma.”
Me: “ But I don’t want to go back. You don’t remember how many mistake I did?”
God: “Yes, I do. But let me tell you something. Your son has a family and he is worried that you are in bed in coma. He want you awake. He’s proud of you because you make him a good person. So, do you want to go now?”
Me: “I’ll take a try.”
God: “An advice, tell him that you’re sorry.”
Me: “Thank you, for everything.” I start to open my eyes and the first person that I saw, was my son, Alex.
Alex: “Dad, dad! Call the doctor!”
With the tear on my eyes and happy to see him again, I tell him, “I’m sorry.”
Alex: ”That’s okay dad. The only thing that is important is that you are still