In The Secret Life of Bees, a novel by Sue Monk Kidd, Lily starts off by just knowing that her mother wanted to leave T. Ray, but died before she could, however, by the end of the book, Lily gains a better understanding of what actually happened when her mother died. One night as Lily lay in bed, she imagines her mother forgiving her, and “she would kiss my skin till it grew chapped and tell me I was not to blame” (3). This suggests that lily thinks of her mother as a perfect, loving mother that wanted nothing more than to be with Lily and away from T. Ray. She also uses this fantasy of her mother to make herself feel better about killing Deborah. Later on in the book, Lily finally confides in August about her mother. To lily’s despair, August