The Secret Monologue

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Enjoying the sensation of his erection as he gazed at the image of Hannah McKay on screen, and images of her sihoulleted behind the flames and smoke as Cherise screamed and burned, the man removed his hand, not intending to get off, but to stay hard until the night was done. As he liked to do with this victims, Todd loved the anticipation, often prolonging any orgasm as long as he possibly could; the feelings so much more intense when he came. He'd just pushed the woman a little further, and that hadn't been intentional, the words had simply spilled out of his subconsious as he'd written, and he'd pushed the enter button without hesitation. His answers had been honest, but as he re-read his reply again, he'd recognised the mocking arrogant …show more content…

Of himself, relieved when the message came as it allowed him to concentrate on that, escape his own mind and return to the Todd Lowry he'd always been. Does the Lion wonder why it needs to chase the Impala, does it know it's driven by survival instinct, and evolution, or does it just know it needs to eat and doesn't care about why. Should be have sympathy for the poor impala, ripped to shreds, and howling in agony as the Lion feasts, or should we just accept that it's the way it is. What does knowing change? All I know, like you, is that from the moment I was born, I was different. You can't feel pain (not sure that I believe you, but for the moment, I will accept your word) and I've never cared. Like the lion, biology, evolution, brain chemistry, it affects us all in various ways. Maybe I'm an outlier, like you, but all I need to know is that like oxygen, food and water, I cannot survive without the kill and the need to inflicat

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