The understanding as to why bad things happen to good people comes across my mind everyday. I am a firm believer that everything happens for a reason but when your best friend gets diagnosed with lymphoma cancer at the age of 18, your whole perspective of beliefs change. The accusation is then brought to God for the simple reason to understand. What is God's role? How would a God who is so powerful and all knowing allow bad things happen to good people and good things happen to bad people? The one question that everyone asks but no one knows the answer to. This is where the relationship between faith and reason comes.
The first time I went with my friend Ashley to her chemotherapy session at Massachusetts General Hospital in Boston opened my
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Following tears came anger, anger towards God. Being an active Catholic made me question my faith. I’ve been going to church all my life, praying, believing and for what reasons? I am a person of faith who is very curious and would like to make sense of things. I would ask my mother, who is a strong Catholic believer, how do we live in a world we live in with evil but with a loving God. What my mother said that God does not give you a perfect life but a perfect afterlife. Being Polish and having the chance to visit the Auschwitz concentration camp many times in Poland questioned my faith even more. Then I learned that no country, no person and no God could of stopped Hitler and the Nazis. Yet, there was an attempt assassination of Hitler's life not once but six failed times. Why did God allow all the failed assassinations? Why did God allow the Holocaust to happen? God never causes suffering but somehow allows it? Does God or the Devil rule the world? How do I maintain my faith and find my meaning in life by understanding why God allowed such evil of the Holocaust in my beautiful country? If these ultimate questions were answered, then we would all be able to make peace with the suffering of all the