Junior year was that year in high school when I realized that I wanted to become recognized as someone in my school. I wanted to become involved in everything because I knew that next year, as a senior, I would start on my college applications and wanted to write down a list of accomplishments to brag about. There was a variety of sports to get into, but I thought that getting into well-recognized clubs would definitely make me look like an accomplished student.
I started off by signing up for the National Honors Society. I knew that these positions were for students that stood out, those with the right grades and worked hard, so I expected to get in. I knew this opportunity would definitely be a great step for me. At school I received a letter from NHS and I believed I got in. A few minutes later, there was an announcement to recognize those students who admitted into our first NHS. I waited. Names were called up, one being my older brother, and I waited to receive my recognition, but announcements were over. Rereading the letter, it was actually a letter of denial and I was not accepted because they believed my grades were not up to par. I felt like an idiot, I couldn't decide if the worst feeling was going home to parents that were proud of only one child or the feeling that my expectations were not met.
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Since my school is fairly small, all four grades are split up into 12 groups which we call “houses”, technically homerooms. I signed up to become a house representative. I was thinking of the endless possibilities on how I can make house better and bring us together as a small community. However; I had competition and found out that I ran only to lose. Again, I felt like a failure and I couldn’t believe that I worked hard for unwanted