Feeling moody today. Waking up with a concern about whether my boyfriend can really make it to australia this year or not. Not that I am superstitious but I did forget to make any new year wishe especially the one that regards him coming to australia to live with me. In the past few months, my instinct tells me that he will find a job and come down here, but for some reasons, I don’t feel the same way these days. Maybe he will one day, but it might take one or two years for him to do that if he doesn’t fight hard for it. My concern doesn’t come from nowhere. In the past year, he hasn’t put much efforts into looking for jobs in Australia. He focused on making money and his currently job. For three months, he is still in preparation of resume! …show more content…
I felt I should have broke up with him long ago when I was in New York or when he decided to go to Japan. I can’t stand it anymore when he always gives me vague answers like we will see and we will eventually be …show more content…
I will do my best to help him but if he is not trying hard enough or still make bad choices in our relationship, and he couldn’t make it this year. I need to decide if i want to get out of this long term relationship.
The article is right. The whole point of being in a long term relationship is to working towards the goal to end the distance. If he is not trying hard enough, I don’t think I should lock myself in this relationship for too long. I don’t want to be in a prison and gain all the anger towards him.
I am 25 years old and I have waited for 5 years for him already. I have done enough for him. I know if eventually we didn’t work out between us, I would grow so much anger and hatred towards him. I want to get my 5 years back and I would hate myself being naive and stupid initially to sign up for this. I want to be happy and find someone I love to build a life together. Most importantly, I want that person to be you, Adrien. I wish I could talk into him to make him to have this sense of