Looking back at the situation I was more foucs on my opinion and my morale stance that I really did not look at how everyone else might have felt. When we were preparing for the cell extraction we discussed just taking a stance and not doing it at all. But as we all spoke some express their concerns losing their jobs and getting another write up. Three of the guys had families and could afford to be fired or receive any unpaid time off due to disobeying a direct order. One officer’s wife had just had a baby and he need to stay on the shift he was on and disobeying the lieutenant could have taken him off his shift. Reflecting back on everyone and everything each one of us had things to lose if we disobeyed his orders. Many of them had way more