Take me back to the night where I lay there in the darkness satisfied with where I was after a massive year filled with the most beautiful and challenging things to grace my life. Would have I made the same decision ? Would I have accepted something as simple as that Facebook request? If I knew what I know now back then, I would have to say no. The joy that it brought isn’t worth the stress, hurt and sadness that eventuated from it. That is not to say that I regret it or don’t cherish it. Only that if I had the chance to re live it: I would tell myself: Don’t fall too hard. Don’t think that someone means everything they say, don’t catch feelings straight away, trust your instincts and don’t give too many chances. It is said everyone comes into …show more content…
They lead you on, yet you still care. They drop you from their life without a second thought yet you still worry. But the moment you do something or ask for something the tables turn in an instant. The more you care, the more you get hurt as after all you may mean all you say and do but that doesn’t mean they do. They will be quick to cut you out of their life and make you feel as though you have done wrong but won’t waste a moment thinking about you. Oh and good luck getting an explanation. Very true, nobody owes you anything, but don’t come into my life if you’re simply looking to tell me I’m cute, kind, beautiful or any positive adjective you can think of unless you mean it. Don’t come into my life if you’re just going to disappear without an explanation once you’ve had your fun, we have consciences, thoughts, opinions and feelings that are there to be used, so just take two minutes of your time to tell me what your intentions really were, for I would rather accept the truth than make excuses for you and speculate over the why’s and what if’s while you move on with your life . Don’t fall too