“Never say goodbye because saying goodbye means going away and going away means forgetting.” - Peter Pan
“Goodbye may seem forever. Farewell is like the end but in my heart 's a memory and there you 'll always be.” - “The Fox and the Hound” - Richard Rich and Jeffrey C. Patch
If we live enough and keep a sad way of seeing life we could say life is tragically short. But most forget to remember with death comes life, with life comes death.
Is the natural way of nature to balance the ins and outs. The circle needs to keep moving, needs to keep evolving and I 'm not part of it. Even if I want to be, I can 't.
Today is a sad day. Once again I have to say the final goodbye to a friend. A friend I neglected to know better. To discover her intricacies.
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She just went and dressed Bonnie with it. We finished and contemplate our work.
“Yes, Elena. She looks like a Princess, but what kind of Princess?”
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Like everyone else he kept working on the table and the flowers. He needed to do something to keep his mind busy. The pain was strong enough and sometimes he would stand looking at nothing. Just lost in the why?
He knew their lives changed as soon Elena saw Stefan. He knew danger was constantly surrounding them. Elena died twice they all live that experience and yet he kept the tiny hope there always be a way to bring the missing person back. What the heck, Elena came back, Damon came back.
They were friends, a tight unit and when someone was missing... they didn 't function correctly. Death is part of life he knew it but his heart was screaming why she couldn 't be brought back. Bonnie deserved to live.
So, he kept arranging flowers just following his instinct. He felt like someone was directing him in how to do it.
He saw Mrs. Flowers giving an approval to his work. He glanced at the beautiful setting one that Bonnie would love. That made him remember a conversation buried deep in his memories. After one of those summers when Bonnie returned from
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I wanted to be special and to honor Bonnie 's heritage. I do understand is related to some druid ritual. We don 't have the ocean near, but we do have a river. At least the element of water is present. It 's perfect.
We gather the flowers. Then Stefan picks her up. Now we starts our walk to the old cemetery. We don 't say anything. We keep the solemn moment. I feel my tears coming down. I can 't stop them. I don 't want to stop them.
Elena walks besides me. She 's crying too. Matt 's behind us. I can 't see him, but I guess he is trying his hardest to not crumble.
I glance to the sky once we are out of the woods. I can see the evening star.
We enter Honoria Fells ' tomb and I watch Stefan placing gently Bonnie 's body in the casket. This is it. This is the final time I would see her. I follow Elena and place the flowers around. I watch her one last time and I feel my heart breaks even more.
“I 'll miss you Bonnie. You don 't have an idea how much I 'll miss you.”
I turn around and get out. I don 't wait for the rest.
“Meredith”
I hear Elena 's voice calling, but I can 't stop. I don 't want to stop. I need to crumble down and I 'll do it like always do. In my room alone.
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“Go Elena, I 'll...”
“You have to