I wouldn’t say that I am a monster. I’m not even sure that evil is the correct word that should associated with my name. I have done wrong things in the past, but that was not the real me. I was misunderstood, neglected; I wasn’t seen for the good things that I had done. It was never my intention to hurt Adam and to ruin our friendship, I meant to make my pain noticeable to others but I may have gone about showing this in the wrong way. I will admit that I have done unforgivable things to my dear brother when we were children, but that was it, I was just a child. I did not know better and I was wrapped up in my feelings of wanting to be accepted by our father that I could not control the impulse of violence and revolt towards the greater good of the human nature. Some people may have said that these actions were egocentric and they were unjust. But I assure everyone, that my actions were solely based upon how I was feeling and not pure malice. …show more content…
Up until now, only my brother and my parents knew what I did, and they saw me as a monster. I want others to know what was going through my mind when I was beating up Adam. But I mostly want Adam to know because he deserves to understand the full truth whether or not he is willing to forgive. I realize that some people see me as a monster and their view on me isn’t going to change, but if it were to, they would see that I am really just misunderstood for who I am. I am hoping that by the time I am dead, the truth will have been written and will then be able to set me