“I'm so good at beginnings, but in the end I always seem to destroy everything, including myself.” This illness has been around since life was invented. Suspects without sufficient basis , that others are exploiting, harming, or deceiving to him or her in the real world. There are a lot of people in around that have paranoid personality disorder that have not been tended to. One main place is school where students stand alone. Many students are preoccupied with unjustified doubts about the loyalty or trustworthiness of friends or associates. It is reluctant to confide in others because of unwarranted fear that the information will be used maliciously against him or her. Student that acts weird and stand alone when around a group of people may be having these type of thoughts and effects. Sometimes …show more content…
Suicide is not the answer. Over half the people that have is disorder have hurt themselves or killed themselves. Always remember persistently bears grudges. “I couldn’t trust my own emotions. Which emotional reactions were justified, if any? And which ones were tainted by the mental illness of BPD? I found myself fiercely guarding and limiting my emotional reactions, chastising myself for possible distortions and motivations. People who had known me years ago would barely recognize me now. I had become quiet and withdrawn in social settings, no longer the life of the party. After all, how could I know if my boisterous humor were spontaneous or just a borderline desire to be the center of attention? I could no longer trust any of my heart felt beliefs and opinions on politics, religion, or life. The debate queen had withered. I found myself looking at every single side of an issue unable to come to any conclusions for fear they might be tainted. My lifelong ability to be assertive had turned into a constant state of