Personal Narrative: How Six Grade That Changed My Life

Six grade sucked! I just lost my grandma week prior and I wasn't in the mood for anything that I used to enjoy. I didn't want to think about school, I didn't want to hang out with my same friends, and I didn't want to be a goody goody for the rest of my life. All I wanted was to have a date for the holiday dance and hopefully a boyfriend soon after. You see, six grade had quickly become the new 10th grade, It was full of a bunch of little hormonal kids that just wanted to have boyfriend or a girlfriend to kiss and hold hands with. Even for the kids who didn't think they wanted to date would soon change their mind cause other wise there would be overwhelmed by a swarm of untrue, and very hurtful rumors about your sexuality. This was just

He made sure I was having a good time even though he refused to dance even for one second, and when ever I got hungry thirsty he would offer to buy it since he had brought $50 with him. I tried to tell him that he had brought an extraneous amount of money since the most expensive thing they offer is only a $1.50. The night was fun, nothing like I was expecting but that was I was in a relationship. He would text me and FaceTime me almost every night so we could have are daily conversations about comic books and any nerd news from that week. Sadly that was the only time we ever spent together. When we were at school we barely by each other at School because whenever we were near each other both mine and his friends would ask us the uncomfortable question of whether or not we have had our first kiss and if not when? I didn't know the answer to this, he didn't know the answer to this, we don't even know how to hug each other

Maybe if we just give in and do what they say they'll leave us alone so we could be awkward in peace, I constantly thought. But my thoughts became even louder the day that we were attacked. The one day we decided to eat together was also the one day that everyone had collectively decided to surround us and shout at us until we kiss. luckily someone was looking out for me up there because right when I was about to squat down so I my lips would be the same height as his lips, the bell rang. "Ah!" " You guys suck!" These were the comments that we continued to here that hole day, and that continued to circle back and forth in my brain for weeks. Finally, those words had gotten the best of me. I spent that whole night planning out exactly what I would say to him but ultimately proved useless since I completely forgot everything I had planned once I saw his big, chocolate, brown eyes of his. "Landon... I need to talk to you. "What's up?" " I am sorry, I just can't do this anymore it's a little too awkward and strange. I think it would be best if we stop dating." I was ashamed of