In sixth grade, I began changing who I was and befriending toxic people in my life. I'd always lived a life that seemed to be a crazy roller coaster of ups and downs, twist and turns. All I had wanted was to fit in, and be somebody I wasn't so desperately. I began by letting someone convincing me to change my attitude, appearance, and everything else I had about my own individuality, in order to be accepted by them. This is where the rollercoaster I consider my life began taking a turn for the worst. I’d began starting to think that I'd never be acceptable for anyone. Then I met somebody that I believed authentically cared for me and I considered them my best friend. This was one roller coaster that began as a smooth ride until I let it affect