Day five of march. There has been death, lots of it, these soldiers are sickening . I think I am beginning to understand how death comes across you. My predicament is that once your inner being lets go of life you pass over to the other side. I made a promise to myself that I would not let my inner self do that, I won’t let it die. I promised myself that I will hang on as long as I can muster and by that time we will already be living in a new home. But what happened today made me truly second guess my thought. I saw a women give birth, the selfish soldiers wouldn’t let her stop so she had give birth on a mule! A mule! Those arrogant, selfish, good-for-nothing soldiers wouldn’t even stop so she could welcome this baby into the world. When she