Unfortunately, as he got more sick and weak, he was unable to make the trip to the lake with us. All our hearts sank when we realized those were the last memories we would have together in Shawano. He loved it up there, and I can 't imagine exactly how he felt when he knew that was his last time. It has been different ever since then. There seemed to be something missing, Someone missing. He always wanted us to have the best time up there, and we definitely did. I wish I could have one more time with my grandpa in Shawano. One more time to see his smile as he waved from the pier. One more time to have him push me on the hammock. One more time to relive these moments. but I am very thankful for the countless memories we made with the time we