Stress and Coping
Stress is an interesting subject for me. It seems to me that my entire life I have experienced copious amounts of stress. So much so, that I rarely realize that many things I find normal are highly abnormal to many other people. However, with the end of the semester quickly approaching I have noticed my stress escalating to noticeable level. My three biggest stressors right now are my grades, money, and my living situation.
As of right now my grades are fair. I should not complain about my GPA or any such matter. But, I am increasingly aware of the extreme importance of having high grades. I am an independent student, and as such, if my GPA drops below a 3.5 I will lose my academic scholarship and possibly have to drop out of school. For me a B is not an option, a B can be the difference between my future dreams and losing it all. And, the thought of losing the opportunity to teach terrifies me. The stress caused by grades is tied into money.
Money is the
…show more content…
I try to watch TV and relax. I think about how everything will come together in time. But, I am feeling very overwhelmed. I am really unsure how I am going to solve this puzzle. Some moments, I feel like I have everything under control and that I have everything planned out. But, I am very well aware that life and plans don’t always work well together. I thought when coming to college I was going to be able to go home to my dogs and my job and my dad. But, now that is not a reality. College has changed my home life greatly.
The biggest stressors I have faced since coming to college are hand in hand with those in my general life. I am not stressed by loneliness, homesickness, or studying. I am stressed about the way my school work will translate into grades, and grades into scholarships, and scholarships into money, and money into being able to afford to live. These major stressors are very difficult to cope