I have been locked up for a week. I have been thinking a lot about my life and how it’s going to end any anytime now. I told the judge Danforth that I am pregnant. Unfortunately I am not going to be able to live with my baby because I am going to get killed a month after. The reason why I am going to get killed is because I was charred guilty. The judges decided that they will let me raise the child for a month, but after that they are going to kill me. Each day it feels like my time is going to be over. I wish I could keep her inside me forever, I want her to be safe and healthy. Last night I had a dream where I woke up with a baby crying. I was looking for the crying baby in my dream, but I couldn’t find it. The more looked for the crying baby …show more content…
Then this man knocked at the door and told me that I had to give my baby back to him because my time was up. I felt empty when she left me, I feel like it was my fault. She was a gift from God that I love. The dream ended, and I started crying because the dream was perfect and I wish I could raise her but I can’t. I thank God every day for this gift and to forgive me, I will not be able to raise her. It feels like she is growing everyday Inside of me, she started kicking last week. I think John found out that I am pregnant, I didn’t tell him because I thought he would get upset. Ever since the affair, we have not been as close. When it’s time for me to get killed the baby is going to get raised with John, but I know he will love her and raise her well. If I could go back in time I would have told John that I was pregnant and she is a girl and I am going to name her Liz just like my mother, I know my mother would have loved to meet her. I would have told John that we cannot accept any gifts from marry because they are going to accuse me of being a witch. Liz will grow up without me, but we will meet up again in heaven. I am living my life in regret, but god has a plan for