Using Plot Developments In Speak By Laurie Halse Anderson

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Write an essay using plot developments in Speak to clearly analyze the psychological and self-destructive effects of Melinda being raped by Andy Evans. Tired is what Melinda is. All she ever is, tired. Tired of people, tired of school, tired of life, but she wasn’t always. She used to have hopes, dreams, goals, aspirations, desires, ambitions, a will to live even. Now she is exhausted and demoralized. What happened to her you might ask. What happened to the lively, hopeful girl I raised her parents might’ve asked themselves. What happened to the energetic, amazing girl I once knew her friends might’ve asked their selves. The words Melinda felt she couldn’t say; the burden of it too much to even utter the words. What she didn’t say was that she was defiled and violated by someone she thought she liked. Who didn’t even give her enough regard to realize she didn’t want what he gave to her. No, he completely disregarded her and took her virginity, dignity, innocence, and hope. He held her down, and covered her mouth, and raped her. The answer to your question is Andy Evans. What happened to Melinda was Andy Evans. At a party, during the summer before high school she was sexually …show more content…

She doesn’t trust herself to know is she was actually raped or not or if her attraction to Andy and drunken state was consent. She won’t go to the party with David, a boy she actually likes, because she felt she couldn't trust him because she trusted Andy and he hurt her. Throughout her days things such as dissection of a frog or invitations to pizza parties causes her to flashback and re-live memories of what happened that she so desperately wants to forget. Seeing her rapist in the hall every day and not being able to and feeling like she can’t say anything about what he did. She sees him talking to other potential victims and she wants to help them, but has trouble finding her