Charlotte, that's sweet of you to send me this book. Thanks very much. I appreciate it. I feel bad because I didn't get you anything. Thanks for considering me a kind friend. I always felt guilty that I didn't come and visit more often when you two lived in Yorktown, but I felt very soggy and tired all of the time. I'm sure that you can relate. Anyway, I just want you to know that my reasons had nothing to do with not wanting to see you and Jason. It kills me to hear these things about what has happened to you recently. I'm glad that you told me, because maybe I can try to help, even if it's only in limited way. Everything you mention are things right out of the demonic playbook -- how the activity has shifted, from something overt into what …show more content…
I think about death and illness a lot, and feel hopelessness. And I've felt forsaken, too, in spite of what the Bible says. I think a lot of it has to do with evil spiritual forces taking advantage of my weaknesses and trying to ruin me. And that's what they do to all of us. It happens/happened to all of the saints. As long as we believe in Jesus, and were moved in his faith to ask for his forgiveness, we are saved no matter what, and nothing can change that. It doesn't matter what we might think, feel, or say about it -- it's already been done. Even if we don't believe that we are saved sometimes, it doesn't matter. Don't let some stupid devils try to rob you of that comfort, because they're all through and will have their asses thrown into the lake of fire, ultimately. Just remember that. If you feel an attack on your mind, remember it. No matter how bad things may seem, we're not going to hell, in spite of what some person, or thing, might tell us. And don't feel discouraged because you two weren't able to exercise the devil in the cabin. Remember the story in the Bible about how some of the disciples couldn't exercise the man who was possessed, and he beat them up? Christ said it was too powerful for them, and the part about prayer and