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Lolita Monologue

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*Note to the text: I choose not to include the name of my abuser. I believe that stating his name still asserts his dominance over me, but as you will soon find out he no longer has power over me. Also, I will only address to myself as Lolita during this text. I want my story to be heard, but I would not like to be known for this. *
I believe Anna C. Salter put into words that I have thought for years about what happened to me. She stated “Oddly then, in our search for meaning, we often assign victims too much blame for their assaults, and offenders too little. Our inconsistencies do not seem to trouble us, but they are truly puzzling. After all, if the offender is not to blame for his behavior, why would the victim be, no matter what she did or didn 't do?” After reading my story, I hope you can fully see who the blame should really be placed on. I’ve lived numerous years as the guilty victim, but am I really the one to you should be stamping your guilty verdict on?
He called me Lolita. To him, I was a ticking time bomb filled with this nymphetic persona. My mere presence was an …show more content…

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