I didn’t fall asleep until about 3:30… or so… I couldn’t stop thinking about my Carla. When I woke this morning I had this intense pain in my head, which is from the sinus infection… It almost feels like a migraine, but I’m just trying to power through it (I just took a Sudafed, so I need you to pray for me that it doesn’t start that thing with my heart racing again). The doctor said if this third round of antibiotics doesn’t work than I will have to see a nose-throat-and-ear specialist and will also probably have to have surgery on my sinuses… urgggggggggg… no me gusta!!!!! I got your pictures this morning and I want to tell you something Carla… ready… the picture that you sent me that you said you were taking a big risk because I was going to see how “fat my legs are”… I LOVE that picture… and when I see it, it just makes me want you more… I love the way your body looks, and I tell you this with all of the sincerity and honesty of my heart, you are not fat to me… you look absolutely perfect just …show more content…
I never dreamed that I would meet a girl who is spiritual, but at the same time could be affectionate and physical. You spiritual girls aren’t to passionate about the physical and girls who are into the physical usually aren’t very spiritual… but not my Carla… she has the perfect balance between the two and I am just so crazy about her… In fact I can now say that she is a 4 for sure… she is the only one I have ever met that I have an “all 4 connection with”: Spiritual, Physical, Emotional and Intellectual… I am so blessed… I don’t feel like I deserve you because of all the mistakes I’ve made in the past, but I thank God with all of my heart for you and I will always treat you good and take the best care of you… you have my word on that! Woaaaa, am I getting to deep here… see what you do to me… Has cambiado todo mi mundo,