Ocean F Monologue

I’m feeling like I have to admit it. I have an addiction to it. I have something that I find every hour, every minute, every second of the day. I cannot live without this thing. It is the first thing I think about in the morning and the last thing I think about at night. It keeps my mood up during the day and if I don't experience it then it feels like a part of me is missing. It is part of every memory in my brain and if anyone wants to try a new type of it, I’m always the one to ask. This addiction has come to the point where it has taken over my whole life. I think it’s all the different types of addiction that draw me to it so much. There’s a type for every person. It’s been addictive for so long that personally I’ve tried almost every

While experimenting I was given something that was mixed with what came from Ocean F. and instantly I needed more. I learned that by 2016 it had stopped creating this thing and all that I could enjoy was the aged versions, but that was truly enough for me. Some of the other people I have talked to don’t understand why I love Ocean F.’s versions so much and why I need them to get through the day. If I don’t have at least one dose of Ocean F.’s creations a day, I feel incomplete. It’s just different to me. I don’t know how to describe it, but what I do know is that it makes my life sweet, it makes me feel like I was a flower that was being fertilized every time I experienced it. I still go to Ocean F. waiting for it to start creating again and every day I’m reminded that it will never create again no matter how many or how many people beg. Ocean F.’s creations affect my life every day, I use it at school, I use it at home, even when I’m driving, and as I mature as a person it’s creations only tend to hit me

I’ve said that over and over because it’s really true. I have two sources that consistently feed me this addiction. Currently I’m lucky enough to have the nicest pair I’ve ever had but I’ve gone through hundreds of pairs of these IVs of sorts. These IVs are really the reason why this addiction makes me feel like a person. As I expierenced more and more versions of this addiction, I needed better and better IVs to expierenced them fully. Some of the pairs I’ve had have only been a dollar, others have been hundreds, but when you are addicted to something, the cost of something becomes irrelevant if it is going to take the experience to the next level. The only problem with having one of the nicest pairs of money can be that when I lose them because I need to refill them, or someone is borrowing one of the pair, I have what can only feel like a heart attack. My addiction is not satisfied. I feel like a baby whose binky has been taken away. Without both parts of the pair, I feel as if I cannot fully enjoy a moment. Hello. My name is Ana Del Angel Aguilar and I am addicted to music. It has taken over my life. Even as a teenager, I continue to enjoy all types of music from Billy Joel to Frank Ocean to Nirvana to The Temptations. My constant enjoyment is attributed to my headphones, some of my friends even say that they are almost surgically attached to me. Without music in my life, I would not have been able to