When I woke up this morning I didn’t feel like myself. My head was aching from all of the tears. My brain was spinning, wondering how and why I did what I did. And my heart was so heavy, a feeling that is indescribable until you experience it. It took a couple hours for me to finally muster the courage to read your email. Not even a sentence through and the tears were streaming down my face. It was the sweetest and most heartbreaking letter I’ve ever read. I knew right away that the story expressing how you feel about me, but I want you to know that the whole time I was thinking “Yes! That’s exactly how I feel about Blake. I just wish he could see himself the way that I see him.” For me you were the only face in the crowd, the rest were …show more content…
You’re the person that I call with good news and bad. The chest that I rest my head on at night. The person that I think about to bring a smile to my face, and the person that I wanted to meet at alter and have ducklings with. You were my future. This isn’t something that I can rebound from after a week, month, or year. Your love was the kind of love that I’ll carry with me forever. The kind of love that I’ll measure all other love against. You were it for me. You are so thoughtful, sensitive, witty, spontaneous, intelligent, charismatic, handsome and full of life. I see all of these unbelievable characteristics in you, but you are so much more than just a checklist of amazing qualities. Looking past one issue, you are exactly the man I want. It really felt like we were two puzzle pieces; you were the piece that I had been waiting my whole life for. We had that special something. The something that they write books and movies about, the something that people envision for themselves since childhood. The something that people wait their whole lives for and would die for. This something is so rare and I will be thankful to you until the day I die for giving me my first taste of …show more content…
You are so strong; just look back on the last 11 months at the changes that you’ve made. You’re the kind of person that takes initiative and sees the kind of life that they want to live and chases it. It’s not going to be easy, but nothing worth having ever is. Promise me you’ll never give up. This breakup is killing me inside right now. I have no idea how I am going to fight through the week, let alone month, let alone the year. My thoughts of you are all consuming. Half of me feels regret and the other half is reassuring me that it was the best choice for both of us right now. I know that when the 9th and 19th of October roll around, I’ll be struggling to make it through the day. I don’t know what the future holds. I’m not going to lie; I hope that our paths lead us back together when the timing is