This is a couple of different things I wanted to talk to you about; I could not tell you these things in person, I’ve tried multiple times. I’m worried about you, a lot. We both know you are not in the best of health, I notice when you get dizzy and don’t feel good, and you’ve changed, you arent as happy as you used to be. I know sometimes you pass out, I’ve known it’s been happening for a while. I just really want you to do something about it… We have medicaid right now and we won't forever. I’m not trying to nag and bitch to you I’m just scared. I’m scared you won’t get to ever meet my kids or see what I become in life. I can’t handle the thought of losing you early, there is so many things we haven’t got to do yet, we haven’t got you Chevelle running and painted, we haven’t got to go ice fishing yet, we haven’t even killed our first elk yet, Dad. …show more content…
PLEASE STOP smoking and go to the doctor so we know what is wrong and then we can do all of those things. It feels like yesterday I was on top of your shoulders playing “motorcycle” running through the house while mom made dinner, or the first time we went hiking at Red Rocks and you told me about the crazy guy who would chase you around as a kid, or when we went to the drag races for the first time and saw Ron Capps beat Ashley Force and then had our picture in the paper the next day. All of those memories are with me forever, and I want to make more to last forever, and it scares me that I won’t be able to make more of those memories with you. I don’t want to lose you