Meg and Cody were the best friends until Meg went to college and decided to kill herself with a chemical called strength cleaner in a motel room alone. Cody was really shocked and upset that her best friend would do such a thing. She thought Meg and her shared every secret and all their problems to each other. But when Meg died, Cody traveled to her college to gather her things and bring it home to Meg’s family. Cody finds all these things she never knew about Meg, like her roommates that Cody never saw Meg being friends with. Also Ben Mcallister the boy with the guitar in the rock band who Meg fell for. And all the things Cody finds on Meg's computer, like the file Cody couldn’t get open. Until she gets one of Ben's friends to break it open